Today I have been overwhelmed by the sadness that enveloped me in June of 2014. It all seems so surreal. It was like I was floating through the days watching it all unfold and knowing what the end result was going to be. I kept myself engrossed in work cause that was my escape from it all. I am so thankful that Trey was there to carry on where I was unable to. Maybe I thought keeping with my routine would ensure that it would all pass and everything would be just as it was. But in five short days he would take his last breath……and my life would forever be changed. I could see him getting closer and closer to that moment. Everything had changed so drastically in the previous week. He had been laughing and joking around and now I was standing there looking at him watching a machine breathe for him. This man who loved life and people was slipping away from me, from all of us. I felt responsible, like I did something wrong so he was being taken from me.
Jane is a Widow 