We all went out again this year in remembrance of Troy’s birthday. It left me feeling sad and depressed. Maybe it is time to quit doing this remembrance. It dredges up all the feelings and memories of the last week of his life. This time of the year is difficult anyway cause we always went to Vegas in September and in 2013 we went to Florida for the last time. The air always feels different when the seasons are changing. I have so many memories of this time of year. This is the time of year that I met John in 1974. A lot of good memories but also painful ones. I will always remember his birthday but maybe it’s time to move forward and remember it in a different way……
Jane is a Widow 