Its almost Christmas and you’re not here. It doesn’t get easier each year just different. I think of Christmas past and I have so many wonderful memories. I miss your Mom, Dad and my Dad. All those little things they did every year. I miss the kids being little and watching their faces Christmas morning. Thank you for all those wonderful memories. They comfort me. I realize how lucky I was to have such a wonderful family. A lot of people never experience what we were blessed with. I still get mad sometimes and ask why we will never experience sharing our golden years together. I see couples and realize how blessed they are to have each other. Your shoes still sit by your chair. I just can’t part with them. Maybe someday I will. Just know that I wish you were here. And even though you aren’t, in my mind and heart you are. And you always will be. Merry Christmas Troy, thanks for the memories. They are the best present in the world.
Jane is a Widow 