Our 46th wedding anniversary is just around the corner. I can’t believe how much my life has changed in the last 8 years since Troy passed. I should have seen things as they were and not how I wanted them to be. So many people in my family that I trusted actually turned on me. All because Troy was no longer here, they would have never done it if he had still been alive. I’m much wiser than I was, I see things more clearly now instead of the fog I was in. Let’s just say I am seeing things the way they really are.