I am just now referencing the 8 year anniversary of Troy’s passing. A lot of stuff has happened in these past 8 years. It was an emotional day for me this year. It’s different every year. I still miss him and love him just as much as I did. A lot of the people who told Troy they would be there for me aren’t there for me. They deserted me, people I never thought would do that to me but they have. And that’s ok. One day they will understand. You really shouldn’t make promises to people on their deathbed that you have no intention of keeping. That could be very haunting. It’s been so hot I haven’t taken any flowers to his grave but I will as soon as it cools down. Some days it’s still so hard to believe he’s gone.
Jane is a Widow 