The days leading up to the 16th of October were ordinary. Troy was binge watching Breaking Bad and of course I was trying to catch up on my computer job I did at home. I was always working, 7 days a week and most holidays. This was so everyone could have and do all the things they wanted. I look back now and see really how selfish they all were. As long as they got what they wanted everything was ok, but no one ever ask me what I wanted. I didn’t want to work all the time. There were things I wanted too. I guess I let myself get off message here. As I was saying, things seemed ordinary but in a few days nothing would be ordinary, they would be anything but.