Lately I’ve been thinking about Indiana a lot. This time of the year is just beautiful there. I miss the autumn season we had there. It was Troy’s favorite. The smell of burning leaves in the air and the beautiful colors of the leaves. I have so many memories of our 42 years together. They used to bring tears to my eyes, now when I remember something I feel so thankful that I have wonderful memories. You can never prepare yourself for the death of your spouse. You haven’t a clue how your life is about to flip upside down, turn inside out, and never be the same. Just hold on and take a seat cause you will soon be so lost in the fog you wonder if you will ever find your way out.