I’m looking to make changes that will honor my wishes if I should pass. There have been changes since Troy passed and I need to make sure that those changes are reflected. I can’t believe how much things have changed but they have. It’s like my life has been a roller coaster of changes since he died. Sometimes I want to say, please let me off. But we can’t stop those changes. I’ve learned that I can’t always trust people that I counted on. Sometimes we get thrown to the curb. All we can do is get up and keep plugging along. And from those experiences learn. Troy and I always did our best to be good people, we treated people right and we sacrificed a lot so our children had what they needed. And everyone that knows me, knows that is the truth. No matter what someone else may say. Shame on anyone who says differently. You don’t know what you’re talking about.