It’s 4 am and I can’t sleep. So reminiscent of nights after Troy passed. My sleep has never went back to the way it was. I’ve been thinking about Lucy most of the day. How much I miss her. She was such a beautiful part of my life. I can still see her looking at me with those big brown eyes. It was a week ago that we came home to find her sprawled on the floor in pain. The ER vet wanted to help her cross the bridge that night but I insisted on seeing my regular vet the next day. I’m glad we did because I can know that we tried everything possible to make her better. We gave her every chance to get better. It just wasn’t meant to be. Her and Sadie were special cause in the midst of turmoil in my life they were there right by my side. They never deserted me like family. There were steadfast in their love for me. For this I am eternally grateful, I wouldn’t have made it without them.
Jane is a Widow 