The memories of Troy on the ventilator are forever etched in my mind. It was so hard to grasp what was happening. One of his doctors called me one night and said I don’t think he’s going to come out of this. He said the cancer will get worse because he’s unable to do the chemo that is required while he is on the ventilator. I was still praying for a miracle. God would let me know when it was time to let go.