I knew it was close to a decision having to be made. Ever since October our lives were upside down. And it appeared nothing had been going our way. It seemed so surreal like this can’t be our life now. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I now knew how people felt who were dealing with major sickness of their spouse. I can’t tell you how hard it was, you wouldn’t believe me. And we always think it won’t happen to us, but it does! The unimaginable happens. It happens to everyday people just like ourselves. And our lives are never the same, they are forever changed. Year after year the changes keep coming. Family that you thought would always be there turns on you. People you thought you could count on, no longer want anything to do with you. So savor your life, appreciate it and your spouse. Cause tomorrow you could be facing what I faced ten years ago…..
Jane is a Widow 