was so hard. The ten year anniversary of Troy’s death was so hard. I almost felt like I was reliving the day he died. All the memories flooded my mind, it was so painful. Sometimes it seems like it gets easier and then bam it hits you all over again. I miss him, I miss our life together, our plans, all of it I miss. The good times and the bad, I miss it all. I hope that one day it will all be softer, gentler, and less sad. I have a gazillion memories of us, so I will never run out of those. Maybe next years anniversary will be less painful…..just maybe
Jane is a Widow 