Today would have been our 49th wedding anniversary but unfortunately it was interrupted in 2014. I’ve been gathering a lot of my memories from that day. All those years together have left me with tons of memories, I’ll never run out. There are some decisions I wish we hadn’t made, decisions that have left me hurt. I spent so much of my adult life trying to make everyone else happy, never thinking about myself. Working two jobs so others got what they wanted, never caring if I got what I wanted. And it didn’t pay off, I ended up being the one on the short end of the stick. Some people can be so cold and heartless, but it will all come back to them. I imagine sometimes what our life would be like if he was still alive, but it will never happen. Happy Heavenly 49th Anniversary Troy, miss you and love you.
Jane is a Widow 