the person who completed your life, you have no idea how your insides are torn apart. The pain of losing them, how do you go on without them? I remember my Mother telling me how after my Father died she spent every day sitting on the couch. She couldn’t function, only after I lost Troy did I understand what she meant, what she was going through. That horrible pain that wouldn’t go away. Asking yourself how do I go on without them. We were supposed to be together forever, how did this happen, why did it happen? God sees us through, helps us find our way and puts people in our lives to help us move forward. We are never the same, forever changed. How can you go through something so traumatic and not be changed. Something that was part of your life is forever gone. Their touch, smell, everything about them gone. I often reflect on the millions of memories I have of our life together. Some good, some bad but they made me who I am today. I’m so thankful for the time we had together…..I’ll always love you Troy. 💕
Jane is a Widow 