Author: janep38

I'm a widow whose trying to find my way through my grief......one day and one breath at a time.....

Sleepless night….

Another sleepless night, I’ve had a lot of those since Troy passed. I was thinking back to right after he died. So many things happened while I was in my widows fog. We are so vulnerable during that stage. Be on guard. Don’t be taken advantage of. It happens unfortunately and we don’t realize it till later. Hindsight is 20/20.

Nice dinner….

Another great get together with those who understand what we are going through. Unfortunately I got a little emotional. Sharing my story of Troy sometimes opens the wound again. It’s always there but when we bring it to the forefront it is painful. Sometimes I feel like I’m going through it all over again.