Jane is a Widow

The nine year anniversary of Troy’s passing left me thinking about our life together. We worked hard during our life together to give our children opportunities we ourselves didn’t have. My parents never offered to pay for a college education for me. I worked two jobs for twenty years for the benefit of someone else not me. Now I’m having all that thrown in my face and told what a bad person I am. I spent twenty years paying off a student loan that didn’t benefit me at all. I’m glad Troy isn’t here to see all this hate for all the sacrifices we made. Look out, cause eventually a big wake up call will hit you in the face. By the way, you’re welcome.

Nine years ago today at 5:23 pm Troy took his last breath. Some days it seems so long ago, some days it feels like yesterday. I’ve went through so many changes since that day. My life is ever changing. I’m so thankful for Melvin who is in my life. Troy would like him. And for those of you who chose to discard me from your life, don’t ever think Troy would approve of your behavior. I’m thankful for all those who have been there for me. There are good people we just have to seek them. Until we meet again Troy, love you.

Another friend has passed away. I am so sad because Frankie was one of a kind. He was so much fun in high school. We could always count on him for a laugh. He loved everyone and everyone loved him. Many prayers for you my friend and I hope your sister Penny will be ok without you. You both were so close to each other. Love you Frankie.

Happy Fathers Day to all those fathers out there. Troy so loved being a father. He gave so much of himself to his children and it made him so happy. I miss my Dad and Father in law. He treated me like a daughter. He was a gruff ole man but I loved him. He gave so much of himself. I miss them all so much. They all helped make me the person I am today. Thank you!!! 💕