Jane is a Widow

A friend of mine put things in perspective. Our country is so divided and it’s because of people shutting others out and holding polarizing views. Different opinions are needed to keep us open minded. Troy would not recognize our family today. He always accepted everyone no matter what. Too bad others don’t follow in his footsteps. Growing up we loved everyone no matter what their beliefs. After all, love is what makes the world go round.

Another sleepless night, I’ve had a lot of those since Troy passed. I was thinking back to right after he died. So many things happened while I was in my widows fog. We are so vulnerable during that stage. Be on guard. Don’t be taken advantage of. It happens unfortunately and we don’t realize it till later. Hindsight is 20/20.

Another great get together with those who understand what we are going through. Unfortunately I got a little emotional. Sharing my story of Troy sometimes opens the wound again. It’s always there but when we bring it to the forefront it is painful. Sometimes I feel like I’m going through it all over again.