it’s been 12 years since Troy took his last breath. A lot has changed. The most important thing to Troy was his family. He cried at one of my hospital visits and said he wanted the family to get along. Unfortunately he would be very disappointed and sad at the fractured state of our family. I should have seen it coming. But I was in such a state of fog when he died that I shrugged comments and things off. I’m glad he’s not here to see it. Life is so short, and if your family doesn’t mean anything to you then what does. When they are gone there’s no going back. I miss you Troy….