Troy started his job at EDS. It was a big change for him. He was now wearing a suit and tie and was doing computer programming instead of making sure machines were operating correctly. When he passed things started shifting. Actually the day of his funeral was an ordeal. Things were going on that were really unnecessary. It was all a sign of things to come. It was a plan in the making and doing it after Troy passed was all in the plan. He would have been furious to see what was going on. Now that I look at the big picture, it’s all clear. It wasn’t clear then but I was in a widows fog. You like to think people are looking out for you but they aren’t always. They are looking out for themselves, they have a plan and they implement it. It’s all about them, it was never about you….
Jane is a Widow 